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-smiles with coffee stuck between her teeth- Hello. You finally found my blog eyy. I'm Ayu. And I'm an asshole. But a nice one. I'm a one-in-a-millon breed. I am a mix of spasm, stupidity, dumb, high, weirdo and irritance. I can be nice,crazy and friendly. At times, when I'm nice, I'm friendly,jovial,patient and all-smiles. Sometimes, I say things that may a tad-bit hurt others but I don't mean them. It's at a spur of anger and sarcasm. I've always wanted to be a kid again and not grow up. I want to go back to the days where crayons and lollipops were my only love. :) I want to be the kid who is oblivious to all the harsh things going on in the world. So, I don’t feel hurt by them. But we all know that this won't happen. Sooner or later, we have to mature and grow up. I'm a purplevampireninjapickle just like DANNY NOREIGA! I have my role-models and they are all unique in their own ways:) CHRIS CROCKER AND DANNY NOREIGA!

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Wednesday, October 7, 2009

I feel funny today.
Not sick funny but i'm -worried-and-i-think-i'm-losing-it kinda funny.
Since this afternoon, discussed about it with amirah and the funny feeling came.
I dunnoe. Am i insecure? Am i asking for too much?
Is it my imagination? Am i just contemplating?
I have pure literature exam tomorrow and i haven't even been studying.
I'm gonna find out the topics to study from azurah.
I just can't concentrate.
My heart is squeezing and feels like it's gonna burst and
the pit of my stomach just feels wrong altogether.
I feel tired being the only one trying and I can't be bothered anymore.
Luther was awesome, gave advise and was super patient with me.
Thanks luther, i owe you.
alright, i'm out.


♥ 10/07/2009 07:30:00 PM

Monday, October 5, 2009

Wow, so much for studying ss at Dian's house.
Currently at dian's house, slacking at her crib(:
OH MY GOD! her's crib's freaking awesome.
Met her mummy, hmmm, had a sudden impulse to call her mummy too,
Ate till my stomach looked as if i was 12 months pregnant
I feel like sleeping but knowing better i have tution at my place at 7:15. urgh!
School was......normal i think.
Azurah was being an asswipe but i still love her yeahh?
We were talking about stuff and she had this idea creating this name-thingy and
that is how "FAAYTH" was created. it's her fault I can't stop writing it out.
I MISS NADIA ELIZABETH SOH XIN MIN! she's sick in bed and school
was un-awesome without her.
Currently, me and Dian are really bored and thinking about what to do at her crib,currently.
Hmmm,waiting for him to be someone to be online is no easy feat.
SS is well ya know, hard to cope with. I wanna sleep at Di's crib and get mesmerized with dreams
Hmmmmm, blogger is so not appealing ANYMORE.
i should probably try onsugar.
Good idea, Dian((((:
alright, i'm outta here.

♥ 10/05/2009 05:07:00 PM

Saturday, October 3, 2009

wow,
when people said my blog looks dead, they aren't kidding.
sorry,hunnies, i didn'thave the time to blog.
Sometimes, blogger doesn't seem to appeal to me anymore.
it's such a hassle to maintain but i'll try to maintain it as much as possible,
Well, as you all know, it's the exam period and the malay students
feel deprived of their hari raya. yes, i know it sucks but then
who are we to go against the teachers?
Anyway, trying to mug for SS but then was chatting with DEE and couldn't concentrate.
I idn't mind though, I missed her a lot since the I3 conference and Holy Innocent's High.
Scratch that, I miss the whole group of us.
I miss folding hearts with them
Even though the conference lasted for only a day, we bonded as though we've
known each toher for years. I miss them badly.
Lately, been doing some serious shit thinking for the seond time.
I realise I haven't been using my time wisely.
And I then to miss lots of people.
I miss DEE too.
We were so retarded during the conference but who cares.
Our group was the awesomest and our facs were awesome too.
Thanks Ivan and Hong Sen!
I miss my girls.And lots more people and one person in particular too.
I mean we've all been busy these few months with homework and what-nots
I miss my best guy bud!
Matt! Sorry i can't talk to you these few days.
After exams, I promise yeahh?
Right now, spending time souds like a sin that is forbidden.
But rightnow,chatting with dee makes me feel better.
We;ll go out soon okay? to brush out on our photography skills -laughs-
Right now, I shall try to concentrate on SS andGod forbids anything to distract me.
Ciao,till then.
Ily.(winks)
-A.

♥ 10/03/2009 10:18:00 PM