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Wednesday, October 7, 2009
I feel funny today.
Not sick funny but i'm -worried-and-i-think-i'm-losing-it kinda funny.
Since this afternoon, discussed about it with amirah and the funny feeling came.
I dunnoe. Am i insecure? Am i asking for too much?
Is it my imagination? Am i just contemplating?
I have pure literature exam tomorrow and i haven't even been studying.
I'm gonna find out the topics to study from azurah.
I just can't concentrate.
My heart is squeezing and feels like it's gonna burst and
the pit of my stomach just feels wrong altogether.
I feel tired being the only one trying and I can't be bothered anymore.
Luther was awesome, gave advise and was super patient with me.
Thanks luther, i owe you.
alright, i'm out.
Not sick funny but i'm -worried-and-i-think-i'm-losing-it kinda funny.
Since this afternoon, discussed about it with amirah and the funny feeling came.
I dunnoe. Am i insecure? Am i asking for too much?
Is it my imagination? Am i just contemplating?
I have pure literature exam tomorrow and i haven't even been studying.
I'm gonna find out the topics to study from azurah.
I just can't concentrate.
My heart is squeezing and feels like it's gonna burst and
the pit of my stomach just feels wrong altogether.
I feel tired being the only one trying and I can't be bothered anymore.
Luther was awesome, gave advise and was super patient with me.
Thanks luther, i owe you.
alright, i'm out.
♥ 10/07/2009 07:30:00 PM